Monday, December 29, 2014

Goodbye dear India...

Goodbye dear India.... It is time to move on...
I shall so miss your warm afternoon breezes...
And Yoga on the roof (affectionately known as "the convection oven" in September and October)
Your eternal sunshine... 
And hazy slivers of moon peaking through a cloud of desperation 
Your bright exquisitely mismatched colors ...everywhere....
Your fearless curiosity...
And families of five comfortably riding on a motor scooter to town....
I will most certainly miss your infinite supply of fresh coconuts, cashews, dates, and papaya...
And the deep earthy pigments of spices and herbs that flavor food in a way I will not soon forget...
The aimlessly and ever-present wandering cows rummaging through...piles of garbage??? 
The sea-loving eagles swirling above my head, playing tag with crow and hawk...
Bright blue and green birds straight out of a fairy tale jungle making the strangest sounds you ever heard...
The hoards of wild dogs...protector or snarling beast depending on what side of the road you walk on and the position of the sun....
Thank you,  Thank you, Thank you for all your gifts, lessons learned, the many beautiful new friends, and all the tears of joy and sorrow. 
I have no doubt I shall see you again one fine day... 


I am so happy and grateful I smoothly and easily transition into my next amazing adventure...

      Palolem beach


     Madera's last day in India...




Friday, December 12, 2014

What is Tantra?

It has taken me literally months to answer this. Not because it is so complicated, ok, maybe....but more likely because it is so all-encompassing and has so many different definitions depending on who (and where) you ask. Learning tantra yoga in India has certainly helped me understand what it means to me.  I will first share some background based on information from the traditional system as well as some well known modern tantrics such as Swami Satyananda Saraswati...

One definition from a traditional Tantric perspective defines the word simply as "essence"....as in the essence of life itself. Another common translation of the Sanskrit word Tantra is "expansion" and "liberation". Therefore in this context, Tantra means to expand ones's experience and awareness of everything (the Absolute) and to attain spiritual knowledge and liberation.

What does that mean? Well, basically anything and everything...
Tantra is concerned with the domain of the physical, mental, spiritual, and the psychic.  It is involved with all of life...work, play, thought, passions, and all daily human affairs. The mystery as well as the beauty of Tantra is that it has never been rigidly defined as a whole  which allows for the adaptation of continuously changing conditions and does not become hindered by fixed dogmas. Tantra is also a most practical system as its purpose is to give each and every individual spiritual illumination by any reasonable means that brings one pleasure and happiness.  Seriously. Pretty cool, huh?

Traditional Tantric texts summarize the subjects of tantra to include: consiousness, worship of deities (Devi/Deva pujas), heavenly bodies (astronomy/astrology), different levels of awareness, psychic pathways and centers within the human form (nadis and chakras), laws and duties in society, incantation (mantras), magic circles (mandalas and yantras), symbolic and invocative gestures (mudras), spiritual practices (sadhana), magic, ceremonial rites/initiation/worship (puja), yoga asanas, pranayamas, meditation methods, science, alchemy, and the use of sexual energy as a means to Higher Awareness. 

The guru I have studied with in India will not even give a definition to the word Tantra other than "Tantra is Tantra." 
So what does that mean to me? It means Oneness. It means honoring EVERY human as a Divine and Sacred being. It is everything I have always believed without knowing there was a word to describe it.  I cannot in my wildest imagination (and believe me...that is one wild place)...think of a more wonderful definition of life than to truly follow my bliss and simply be the most authentic me possible. This is called dharma. What a relief it is to know this is all we ever have to do. The rest is just icing on the cake.... 
Ok...make that a gluten-free, vegan, sugar-free cake please....
I LOVE MY LIFE!

I am so happy and grateful I am a clear open channel of Divine Love And Light

Wednesday, December 3, 2014

Gokarna! The magic just never ends. Really.

I know I know...this is supposed to be about Tantra...but I'm still working on that piece.  Here, read this instead...
I had the most wonderful little escapade in the ancient and holy village of Gokarna last weekend.  One of my best friends came to visit me for a few days and serendipitously I had two days off in a row. So, we decided to take an adventurous train excursion straight into the heart of Spirituality in India. Gokarna is known for its numerous temples and thankfully I had been there before so I knew where many of the ones I had dubbed "my favorites" were to be found. 
The train Saturday was "fashionably" late so it was quite late in the afternoon when we arrived so we only visited a few temples before heading to my favorite restaurant for dinner....the home of the famous homemade peanut butter (!!!)  which of course was in all honesty the only reason I made myself go on this journey the first time I visited Gokarna. Thankfully I found so much more than just the peanut butter in this little town...like the giant penises! That's right...I just said giant penises. Yes, I'm sure I have your attention now. But we will get to that later. 

Sunday we went back to this lovely peanut butter palace, (yes, yes I know...I'm still talking about peanut butter...) as there are even more delicacies to be had at this "westerner friendly" paradise such as fresh salads, hummus, and coconut milk "milkshakes" with banana and mango (and no sugar!)...umm...YUM is all I have to say about that...I had three in less than 24 hours...is that wrong? 

Every night in this sacred corner of the world they hold a "puja" which is a beautiful ritual honoring various divinities, deities, and goddesses.  We walked around following the enchanting sounds of bells and drums until we found where all the action was which seemed to start and end at the Ganesha temple, one of my favorites of course...I mean come on...who doesn't love a big chubby smiling elephant?

I saved my very favorite for last which is of course the Nagas temple....yep, the Snake temple.  Which also houses one of the largest Shiva Lingams...that's right...a giant penis.  Ok, so technically it is the divine phallic symbol of Shiva...but still.  Wow. This temple is so interesting for so many different reasons, one of which is the absolutely gorgeous banyan tree in its courtyard. This structure is also filled with, as well as surrounded by tiny carvings of snakes in every shape and form imaginable. I just love it. So we decided to meditate in the temple and magically had the whole place to ourselves for a good half hour. I know, awesome right? Hanging out in an ancient sacred space, surrounded by snakes worshiping a giant penis. Anyway..where was I?

Soon after that it was time for us to part ways as she was staying in gokarna for a few days and I was heading back to the ashram that evening.  I flagged down a rickshaw and off I went toward the train station. Little did I know I was about to manifest something I had (randomly) been thinking of for the past few days.  Recently, I had decided I wanted to drive in India...just for the experience. I had never driven on the left hand side of a road, nor had I ever driven a motorcycle before, (which is more common to see than actual vehicles here). Low and behold I asked this lucky rickshaw driver if I could drive and he actually said yes! I couldn't believe it. I had so much fun I made him take a picture of me. See goofy photo below...(In case you're not familiar, a "rickshaw" or "tuktuk" or "mototaxi" as they are sometimes called is a motorcycle that they modify by basically adding a funny little backseat and roof. Quite efficient but don't go anywhere uphilly or you'll find yourself getting out and pushing those little buggers uphill yourself. Ha)

So after a short but fun-filled adventure and then another "unexpected" extra long stint in an Indian train station I boarded the train home. It's always an interesting journey in foreign countries when you are not only the only blond white "westerner" for as far as the eyes can see but also the only woman...don't women ride trains in India at night??? Where are you gals anyway? So That was fun. I'm pretty sure I was the only blond white thing many of those locals had ever seen. It was all good..until I stole somebody's seat, which turned into a bit of a kurfuffle...but thankfully he laughed when I made a funny face at him. Ok, so I childishly stuck my tongue out, which I could tell surprised the hell out of him. I gave him back his seat eventually and we made friends. Ha ha. 
Whew. Two days of sacred beautiful magical peanut butter coconut milk divine yumminess I tell ya. Later. 
Yep...I got to drive this bad boy all the way to the train station...

the gutsiest rickshaw driver in Gokarna... 

The Nagas Temple Shiva Lingam (complete with Spirit Being hovering above)


I am so happy and grateful life is EASY and FULL OF MAGIC!